The title is more metaphorical than anything else. I don’t think I’ve committed any forms of treason lately. More than anything, I feel like I am being pulled in a thousand different directions with work and life. Work is driving me crazy some nights to the point it keeps me up. Everyone has their own agendas, including myself. My own agenda, I feel is connected to the old regime while trying to focus on the present tasks at hand. And I care too damn much and everyone else can give a fuck.
I’ve finally started getting the medical bills from my broken ankle and it’s daunting trying to figure out how to pay for it. If I mention I want to set up a payment plan, they’re like you can x large super amount and be done in three months! And I’m like I can only afford x small amount over many months…which leaves them, after a long sigh, of well, I guess we could…
And on a personal note, my social and personal life has been lacking. I need to start hanging out with people more and going out and just being a normal human being. Also, it’s almost been a month since I’ve started walking again. I think I’ll attempt to longboard later this week.